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Sometimes i wish i was not such a complex person :)... i was reading a friend's blog recently...and realised how important it is to "live" every moment... this is certainly not a phrase i picked up from some melodramatic hindi movie.... its something i feel NOW more than ever...

I lead a fairly less complicated life... i need to slog for the next 2 years. period. there are no two ways about it.. this country couldn be better.. wonderful people... nice beautiful country... living with people who mean a lot in a person;s life.. family of course.... BUT... i still wish to go back into the past... jsust re live some moments... meet again..some unforgettable people.. do some things differently... handle some relationships differently... there is SO MUCH i want to do that i feel like i have left half complete...

I can help but get emotional about it now... because here i am... 20 years of age.. feeling like some adult caught in the mishmash of life... hoping to break free...

I want to turn back time...do some things diferently...spend more time with the people back home in india who mean d world to me.. and be back here... with the satisfaction of having done the best i could :)

for now.. i will re live some moments of my life.. in my mind...